I wish that I could play hide ‘n seek right now, or raid, raid would be good too.

It would be so hard with all the snow on the ground though and the temperature in the single digits, but it’d be fun. :D

*imagine*
Teenagers armed with flashlights, some dressed for the weather in ski pants and coats, others not dressed for the weather. All of us running around, potentially screaming, and falling in the snow. Laughing, getting way
to competitive. Having a blast.
*/imagine*

Well it sounds fun to me. (:

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥Nikki

They face each other,
an excited spark,
in their eyes.
They touch fists.
Now it’s on.

He acts first.
Grabbing her Gi,
turning, twisting, pushing her,
this way and that way,
trying to throw off her balance.

She moves to the side,
pulling him by his Gi to the floor.

Turning,
she jumps on his back,
securing her arm around his neck.

He tries to throw her off.
Attempting to flip her,
over his head.

Her legs are locked around him.
She doesn’t budge.

She tightens the choke,
a little bit more.

Blood flow is hindered,
air flow almost cut off.
A little more she tightens.

She feels the satisfying Tap,
she releases.

Rocking back on her feet.

The Victor.

So I woke up like every hour on the hour last night.

When my mom woke me up for good it was 7:30. My sister and I were late for school because of this. But because our vice-principal decide that if we come in 30 seconds,  a minute, what ever, we get detention. So because we were about two minutes late, we have detention. Me, I don’t get detentions… This is ridiculous to me, but there’s nothing I can do. Oh well.

I bowled today during our last match. We took all four points, yay us! I bowled horrible though… A 97. I expected a little better after my 124, 127, and 134 on Saturday. But despite me sucking horribly we still did awesome!

Now we have midterms the rest of the week. This week is going to be exciting…

Can’t wait untill this weekend! :D

Lessons I learned today: 

  1. Don’t trust my mom to wake you up on time.
  2. My bowling team won’t always freak out if you’re doing bad.
  3. My bowling team talks a lot about people behind their backs, literally.
  4. Life isn’t always fair.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥Nikki

So tonight at karate…

My friend and I were grappling. Smart me, forgot to put my mouth guard in.

He brought his arm around to choke me and pushed my bottom lip into my braces. This, of course, cuts my lip up…

Later…

During the same match…

Some how he gave me like a brush burn thing with his gi under my eye and it’s swelling…

Throughout all of this, I didn’t notice it at all until afterwords when I tasted blood.

Bright side…

I won both times I grappled him by figure four arm lock. :D

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥Nikki

As a committed bowler for my Saturday League and school Varsity Team, I know how hard bowling really is. Now, I know it’s not a team sport where you need to coordinate with other players so you can get the ball away from the other team and into the net, goal, ect.

If you are a bowler, then you know that bowling is a very mental game. In order to be at your peak performance your mind needs to be focused. This is the most important component. This is what a lot of people lack. I see it all the time. We’ll be bowling and then a person throws a bad ball. They get preoccupied over that and then they’ve lost what ever chance they’ve had of salvaging their game. This is an inefficent way to bowl. If you get upset while you are bowling, chances are you won’t bowl very well.

I’m so sick of seeing people get upset because they aren’t doing well. All they do is sit there and complain and they don’t do anything about it.

So the moral of this rant would be: stay calm, take a deep breath, and let the ball hit the pins.

I never know what to ask for for Christmas.  I fail miserably every year.  This year, surprisingly I have a bit of an idea but can still only come up with three lol.  And they happen to be:

Number 1: So it isn’t really an item but I’m extremely excited for my little sister’s first Christmas.  It’s going to be so cool.  I missed her first Thanksgiving, I was with my boyfriend, but she can’t eat much yet anyway lol.  She just gummed mash potatoes.  Anyway, she already looks adorable in a Santa hat, I put one on her when we were decorating the Christmas tree.  Not sure if she’s going to know to try to rip the paper off or if she’s going to eat the wrapping paper.  Either way its going to be fun, I can’t wait.

Number 2:  So, I’m a bit of a music addict and decided, today actually, that I want an iPod touch, don’t think it’s gonna happen lol but maybe.  My mp3 player, though I love it and its amazing speaker, is full.  I have enough room to put maybe ten more song on it, so I need something new with more than 2G.  Time to call my grandpa and aunt lol.

Number 3:  I found this awesome hoodie.  It’s black, zips up the front, etc.  On the back there are two pistols that face away from eachother and shoot into wings.  Everything on the back is silver, it’s so pretty. I showed it to my mom over a month ago so I’m hoping she had enough time to order it.

Well, that’s really all I asked for this year.  I told everyone else to guess. Sorry to any of them who happen upon this.

~Rose

Song at the moment:  “Always the Love Songs” by Eli Young Band

Music playing,
white paper in front of me,
idle pencil in hand.

Watching snow flakes fall,
slowly slipping out of view.
The wind blows strongly,
individual snowflakes,
no longer seen.
Brought back to reality,
back to work.

Racing through the forest,
bursting into an open field,
spinning round and round,
we fall to the ground,
laughing we lay,
embracing eachother,
watching the clouds,
we fall asleep.

Waking up,
a wolf is howling,
huging one last time,
hand in hand,
racing through the forest.

My best mistake ever…

My best mistake ever was calling a friend I made online. I had told my parents I would never do that but then my friend was doing it so… she jumped off the bridge and I followed promptly after her.

 After I started talking to him on the phone, fighting errupted on all fronts. Everyone was lying to one another (there was a total of seven of us talking to each other), and sides were chosen. Me and one other person against the other five. I was on the losing end of everything and got hurt pretty bad. (gotta love teen drama).

In the end, I got a really good friend who would be there for me no matter what.. if he lived in the same state as me >.< (he’s not the one who I started talking to in the begining either. that person isn’t even worth these few words here.)

The rest is ancient history.

♥Nikki♥

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Right now the site is under maintenance so bear with me while I set everything up. :D

♥Nikki♥

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